FORGOT HOW TO WRITE

DAY 1 : 16/03/16

I used to be so full of colorful things, imagination beyond everything u can see in reality. It was easy to get two page done without getting stress about it. I enjoy it. It  give u adrenaline effect when u write. I remembered how it feels, the joy of the thing in ur mind that u cant spoke, then it came out without being afraid that it is wrong or right. Well, same for today right? Writing is not about you and your thought being accepted, i think its about you and that thought of yours become something in this world, even no one notice. Be confident with it, love it. Who else will appreciate it if its not yourself? Family. Well thats make sense.

Oh look i can get one paragraph. Its funny. I hardly made it 2 sentence if its for job.

Back to the topic. Why i say forgot how to write. Its impossible for everyone dont know how to write. Its not that ‘write’ that i referred, i mean the feeling you get when you had to write something. I think i lose it. I have explained it above what it feels like when u write. But somehow, i lose it, Its not enjoying thing anymore, i no longer confident with what i think. Its not just that, i also lost the ideas, the weight of my writing. I write something, but its meaningless. Im so sad to read something so light and empty. I am a perfection. Or maybe my mind thought to become that figure. But it is toatally the antonym of my way of thinking. It crashed.  With this perfection mind, i tend to compare mine with others. It was become big walls that i cant set my plane to fly off, block the street with its giant rock. Turn into maze that i hardly escape from it. I was trapped.

I never notice it, i dont know where when and why this happen. Is it happen to some people too? Is it happen to agatha christie when she was teenage. Or did J.K Rowling ever have this problem? Maybe im too exaggerated, but with writing this , i hope ican slowly remmber and get back my ‘write’.

Its not the end yet. And pardon my english, spelling, etc.

And for your information im currently studying my diploma 3 on STAN. Congrtas for me, No no not yet. I have to survive. wkwk. Wish me luck ya.

NEW : my opinion about bluestacks

Sebenernya lagi gak tau mau nulis tentang apa, jadi aku mutusin nulis ini, soalnya beberapa hari ini, ini yg jadi masalah plus biki kepo aku. Suatu aplikasi yg bisa ngebuat ato ngenikmatin aplikasi Android, bagi kamu-kamu yg gak punya Handphone android, bisa ngebukanya di laptop atau komputer mu. Nama aplikasi tersebut yaitu "Bluestacks" . Pernah denger? Mungkin ada yang udah. Ini aku pos in gambarnya ya :

Nah ! Pos aku kali ini bukan nulis soal gimana cara ng-install atau ng download bluestacks, soalnya pasti di blog atau web lain, udah ada dan bisa dipastikan lengkap cara plus link downloadnya, tinggal cari di google :D , tapi aku bakalan ngasih pendapat aku tentang bluestack ini. Jadi yg mau pake Bluestack, trus ngeliat pos aku, bisa dibaca deh buat referensi :p 

Pendapat aku tentang itu tentang bluestack itu :

1. KEREN
Aku akuin kalo tampilan yg ditampilin bluestack itu emang kayak android, slide an gitu, berasa punya hape android banget, dan juga kita bisa ngeakses socmed kayak Line, Kakao Talk, Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Wechat, Whatsapp, BBM for android dll. Dan juga game-game andoroid yg disediain di playstore nya.

2. BANYAK SYARAT

Buat ngeinstall bluestack, kamu harus nurutin beberapa syarat, yg sebenarnya gampang banget kalo kamu emg udah punya Laptop atau Komputer yg RAM nya 2gb , dan graphic driver nya terbaru. Biasanya di Intel dual-core. Nah, untuk punyakku, aku gak menuhin entu-entu syarat. Ram aku cuma 1 gb, dan graphic driver aku gak bisa di update. Aku udah nyariin cara nya ngatasin ini, ada emang, banyak malah. Dan aku udah ngikutin step by stepnya. Bluestack buat 1gb RAM dan emg tetep ada masalah graphic card nya pas nginstall, tp tetep berlagsung selesai. Dan emang aku berhasil :D yee ! Caranya gimaana? cari di google, sumpah banyak bgt, yang inggris maupun indonesia.

3. JIKA GAK PENUHI SYARAT

Setelah berhasil nginstall, jendela Bluestack bakal ngebuka, tapi karna aku gak menuhin beberapa syarat, aku cuma bisa nginstall aplikasi android yg dasar-dasar banget, kayak Whatsapp, facebook, twitter dll yg gak begitu terkenal. Dan aplikasi kayak Line, Kakao, Instagram, Wechat, BBM, yang memerlukan high graphic, gak bisa diiinstal. Bisa di download tapi gak bakal bisa diinstal.

Dan juga RAM aku yg cuma 1gb itu gak kuat nahan Bluestack yg memerlukan 2gb RAM, jadi setelah aku buka bluestack itu emg kebuka dan lancaar, tp lama-lama komputer / laptop kamu, akan ngelag dan loding nya lamaa banget.

4. ALHASIL

Akhirnya, aku gak buka tuh bluestack lagi karena bener-bener bikin bete, tapi disini aku bukan buat ngejelekin Bluestack atau apa. Karena aku udah buat percobaan juga di laptop temenku, yg laptopnya emang bagusan, dia punya 2gb RAM dan emg standar graphic card nya memenuhi. Jadi aku install in Bluestack yg biasa (bukan beta yg buat 1gb) dia lancar-lancar aja, trus juga bisa nginstall semua aplikasi.

NP : Proses penginstallan bluestack, harus pake modem atau jaringan internet yg stabil, gak putus-putus, dan cepat. Jika berhenti ditengah bakal lama, soalnya file yg download itu gede. Tapi kalo kamu punya modem yg cepet, ya pake aja. Pasti penginstallan berjalan lancar-lancar aja, gak smpe sejam kok

Oke sekian, pos ini gk mengandung unsur yg melecehkan, tapi cuma pengen dijadikan referensi aja buat yg baca buat yg pengen nginstall juga.

Terima kasih sudah mampir ^^